When I started this journey to shedding body fat, I was 210 pounds. I loved myself. In fact, I loved myself so much that I almost had to be talked into losing fat. I wasn’t unhealthy, I could dress my curves, I was strong af…I didn’t see what the problem was. You see, I was/am so committed to ensuring that I was not playing into the fucked up standards of beauty that society had. One of the proudest things for me was that I had never been on a diet. I had never given up a good group, never vowed off alcohol or grains or fat or anything. I was so proud of this. In a society where every other ad tells women that…